Past few days have been nothing but hell for me
I'm not sure of myself anymore. I was never like this, I thought I've got a firm hold of myself when I got to know that studying for A Levels and getting my ass in a university was all I'm supposed to do for the 3 years in MI.
But now, I don't know, I'm not quite sure anymore? The past 6 months have been nothing but play play play no work but play.
I'm of no use. I'm too playful for academic, I can't fucking control myself I can't stop procrastinating I can't stop going out? I'm 17 for pete's sake and now my life's messed up
I can already forsee my promo 1 results.
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There's friendly match against Weasley (I have no idea who they are) tomorrow. I'm feeling shitty now so we YDC girls must win them so I'll feel much better
