We might have lost to NJC with the score 1-0, but it was our best and we fought hard. Next match is on Thursday, we'll have to prove ourselves worthy. MI might be looked down upon other junior colleges, but we're not weak. We won the first game, we lost the second, so let the third be nothing but victory.
Tomorrow skipping school again (can anyone please tell me how many zillion times I skipped this term?), going back to good ol' Kuo Chuan Presbyterian Secondary to sell the carnival tickets along with Jolina & Blessing.
People I can't wait to see tomorrow:
(1) Saras
(2) Vicky
(3) Nico
-- Goodnight everyone!
PS/ To the IJC indian boy in the train, I'm still looking for you now. *vicknesh smacks my head real hard
Saw him standing there by the record machine
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Revenge is sweet, but it's not my thing
Monday, April 27, 2009
After school today was spent with Vicknesh, Khalis & Luqman outside the staff room. Then the soccer boys came. And as usual, full of funny crap. Chilled till 6pm then they signed out and went out of sch. Trained home with Vicknesh, Justin & Danni. (:
Hectic day for me today, (with some other irritants trying their hardest to piss me off) there's nothing more I'd ask for but to have Vicknesh around me again. Hah.
Ohhhhh and Sheqal really got me get well soon card and it's real pretty, hmm maybe because I like all my photos and he seems to know which ones I like best thank you Sheqal!!
Another dime in the jukebox, baby
Sunday, April 26, 2009
I thought I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
You're the one thing I thought I got right
The only one I let inside
> Not knowing that all this was a mistake
A mistake I could have avoided, a mistake you could have corrected
I didn't know what life could bring
You're the one thing I thought I got right
The only one I let inside
> Not knowing that all this was a mistake
A mistake I could have avoided, a mistake you could have corrected
Thank you Towfiq for spending the time with me in the train and talking me out of this complicated mess. I'm out of the maze already. And I'm glad I still have my friends with me :)
PS/ Vicknesh you shouldn't have, I saw his pictrs way before you did, it's just that I haven't seen him face to face yet. Gorilla-looking haha omg you're a bitch!
PS/ Vicknesh you shouldn't have, I saw his pictrs way before you did, it's just that I haven't seen him face to face yet. Gorilla-looking haha omg you're a bitch!
200th
Saturday, April 25, 2009
SICK. AND VERY WEAK. :(
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A few nights back, someone who was once I thought really important in my life had taught me a valuable lesson. I know I shouldn't consider myself lucky because I'm not recovering fast at all, but what I want to thank you so much for is the fact that you woke me up from my hopeless dream. You made me realise that I'm not the type of person you deserve, I'm too laid back for you boy I'm too good for you I'm too nice for you, whereas you haven't treated me as nice as I did to you since the night you held my hand and sang that song for me, why must you turn into such a brat?
I turned you down not because I don't have feelings for you, but because I'm done with you I'm getting over you even if you still come up and try to make small talk with me in school. Pigs can fly and if that's possible, I don't see why forgetting you is such a difficult thing for me to do. By next week, full recovery is expected along with my bad flu and high fever, you're going to be flushed down the bad memory lane in my Storybook, and I'll never call the plumber to come dig you out anymore I've given you one too many chances :P
Reason why I'm publicising this is because I know you don't come here as often as you used to. I'm not being a bitch (although I belong to fb's bitchland government with Kiren as the President and Syaz as the Minister Mentor) but I think what I'm trying to say now is all nothing but true facts which you'd most likely agree to.
PS/ I miss Raudah and Vicknesh
PPS/ Sheqal Lim's making me a get well soon card!!
Take a look at this
Thursday, April 23, 2009
LIBRARY WITH RAUDAH, VICKNESH & CAMERA-SHY LUQMAN
PS/ I LOVE YOU :)
Everytime that I try, I get tongue-tied
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
S: ..you don't know how I feel. It's exactly the same as what you feel when you look at him in the canteen, even if its just for a quick glance, you know something is happening right there, you know right then that what you thought you felt for him all this while was true. You're shocked, you're confused, but you still tell your friends that you'll be alright, that you'd find your way out soon enough. He has control over you and that was what I felt..
D: He looks better, that's what I noticed. Nothing more than that. I promise. Nothing more.--
There is no school for me tomorrow because I'm going back to my secondary school to represent MI and sell away tickets. I'm not sure how long, but Jolina said that once we're done, we can go off. But I still have hockey anyway so I'll still have to go back to school no matter what and that sucks I know. I'm lagging in chemistry now, I missed 2 periods yesterday because of the hockey match and I'm going to miss another 2 tomorrow I think (?) I can't read my timetable 'cos some parts of the jigsaw puzzle are missing life sucks at this point of time and I can't find the reason behind it :(
I feel like grabbing a few wooden pencils and just scribble down names of those I wish to kill if I were to be given the last 5 minutes on Earth oh or maybe I'd hijack a plane and do myself a favour by flying to Pluto and just lie down on my back and think of the 5 top happiest moments of my life, hah no doubt you'd be one of the 5.
D: He looks better, that's what I noticed. Nothing more than that. I promise. Nothing more.--
There is no school for me tomorrow because I'm going back to my secondary school to represent MI and sell away tickets. I'm not sure how long, but Jolina said that once we're done, we can go off. But I still have hockey anyway so I'll still have to go back to school no matter what and that sucks I know. I'm lagging in chemistry now, I missed 2 periods yesterday because of the hockey match and I'm going to miss another 2 tomorrow I think (?) I can't read my timetable 'cos some parts of the jigsaw puzzle are missing life sucks at this point of time and I can't find the reason behind it :(
I feel like grabbing a few wooden pencils and just scribble down names of those I wish to kill if I were to be given the last 5 minutes on Earth oh or maybe I'd hijack a plane and do myself a favour by flying to Pluto and just lie down on my back and think of the 5 top happiest moments of my life, hah no doubt you'd be one of the 5.
Locked as a memory
"Good times, good times.."
The taste of it
Monday, April 20, 2009
MI vs TPJC : 2-1
VIKTORY :D
Just watching you fall
Sunday, April 19, 2009
After that, I took a cab to East Coast Park and met up with best friend syuk and his friends syahir and mamat. Rented bikes for 2 hours, but instead we biked around for 3 hrs and had to pay 3$ extra, and yes, we had fun despite the humid weather and syahir's constant heavy panting (refers to myself *smacks hard in ze face) Everyone had fun, I know I had, and I'd never have burnt my sunday afternoon any other way than be around these wonderful funny marvellous people :)
I'm done and if syahir is really not online, I'll hunt him down because I passed him my blog URL and he said he'd pass me his only after I've updated about today, but he's not replying my nudges on msn. Syahir if you're reading this, better tag me okay if not I'll have no other choice other than to kill you HAHAHAHA
Somehow it always comes back to you
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Geography lecture on a beautiful saturday morning wasn't really a good idea, in fact it was the worst idea anyone could have come up with, spent my time in Centrestage reading Ashvin's PS: I Love You book, it's darn good I tell you, although I fell asleep a couple of times not because the book is boring or whatever but the surrounding in Centrestage, I just can't help but doze off oh come on stop blaming me already.
Darling Jihan and me was thinking of trying to apply for the Cultural Exchange trip to Germany in the latter part of this year, might be asking Cikgu Z a few questions next monday since she's the teacher-in-charge, hope we'd get to spend 1 month away from home to be with hot sizzlang germanians haha, and furthermore, it'd look good on our SGC when we graduate.
It ended 1/2 an hour later than it was supposed to. After school, went to Jurong Point's Banquet to have lunch with my best friend Syukri. Caught up on alot and omg I love his hair now so long and he wants to dreadlock it! I can't wait, I'm going to text him later tonight to tell him that I want to be the first one to see him after he's done with dreadlocking heh!
He told me that his Nyp's orientation was the bomb and that there're quite few people who has the same taste in music like he does oh jolly he keeps on making fun of my uniform, saying that I kentszz have to wear uniform to school and all I hate him for that.
After that he went to Bukit Batok for Gamelan and I went to Yew Tee to meet up with Dian M and Adawiyah to complete our malay project. Ah powerpoint sucks why must it always be powerpoint?
Then around 6, I trained to City Hall and met up with Rod, Fiqo and his girlfriend. Went to Peninsula to get my turf shoes, Lotto green and black :), and then as usual nothing is enough for me so I bought a pink Adidas bottle someone please come tell me to stop buying pink things okay.
Oh ya and the happiest part about today is that Rod asked me if I want his red Diadora soccer bag since he's not playing for Geylang United anymore and I said yessssssssssss marvellous!
Tomorrow going to wake up at such an ungodly hour but for the sake of CIP points, I'll try to think (+)ve k. Goodies I'm done now I can finally rest take care sweet ducklings!
Fall, out of my hands, out of my heart
Friday, April 17, 2009
S: You seem recovered. He seems like he's recovering.
D: Shows my act is good. Oh he's fine, don't worry. I'll be okay.--
Today me, raudah, nesh, selwyn were so close to skipping assembly because we thought we'd be late but turns out we did make it in time for assemblyz
Cikgu Z was in a bad mood today and as usual teachers in bad mood are nothing but green scary hulks. Had peribahasa test and scored 16/20 im so stupid for not studying properly before the test fck.
After hockey I was so shagged I told Sakinah, "woah lucky tomorrow there's no sch-". And then I stopped. "Eh no, there is school tomorrow omg."
I didn't bathe after hockey today mainly because #1 I forgot to bring mua towel #2 I don't have Dian M to sing along with in the shower room today because she ditched me and left hockey early today for some movie stuff.
Geography workshop tomorrow for 2 hours omg can you feel the pain? Supposed to have hockey training after that, the last one before our first a-division game on Monday against TPJC, but me and Dian M can't make it because of the stupid fckng malay project which we have to present on Wednesdy. And tomorrow I'm finally getting my turf shoes fooh the joy of it I tell you!
I suddenly seem to have a lot to update on today, there're other things I wish to update, maybe I should get another blog and make it private just for me and nobody else, just to satisfy myself and let out everything I feel, everyday in school, when eye contact means everything and walking pass without greeting each other is hurting, a lot of people already know the way to my blog I wonder why they visit too much. Too much is not good.
I've been thinking about happy thoughts for the past week and it works I tell you, I'm bouncing around in school like usual. Nora has started her orientation and I pity her for not having anything to look forward to everyday unlike me haha good, so she won't forget me easily :)
Volunteering on Sunday from as early as 0630hrs-2200hrs for the Sprint Triathlon at Changi Beach Park will be tiring I know but with Dian M with me for the whole stretch of the day will be exactly what I'll need! Oh and wednesday I won't be going to school, instead I'll be going back to KCPSS to promote the MI carnival thingy and I don't know what's going to happen for the rest of the day but I hope it's freedom for us hehe.
Enjoy the rest of the night readers :)
Sweetest sadness in your eyes
Thursday, April 16, 2009
I diligently stayed back after school today with Dian M and Adawiyah to complete our malay project which was unfortunately due tomorrow. Then around 6 I went to West Mall to meet up with supposedly my darlings Raudah and Vicknesh, but then turned out to be more ++ a few soccer boys, then coincidentally Phi and Siva came to Burger King and had their lunch so we all waited for them to finish eating then after that trained home together, we filled the train with our laughters so loud I tell you and Vicks I have 6 packs already really really I just checked HAHAHA.--
Days are getting better and better, I love the way my life works right now, it's awesome to have friends like Raudah and Vicks around me all the time it's really pathetically a joy :D
Omg tomorrow is Friday. I dread malay class but hockey will be superb, as always, sweet dreams everyone!
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
For ever
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
I think life is only pretty when one moment ago you suddenly realized that you actually have people who got it all under control when you're going krazy
Do you?
Monday, April 13, 2009
Me and family just finished celebrating Andi Aziz's 19th birthday. Had Pizza Hut and oooh yummy glorious cheesecake, without candles :(, but it's okay he still made his wish!--
Haziq
Hey hey I really really don't know who you are, even when you said that you're the one who made my birthday a memorable one. The people who made it memorable were my dear friends and a guy which doesn't go by the name Haziq. So will you please tell me who you really are? If you don't want, then it's okay. Hope to hear from you soon, (whoever you are?)
--
Coach Mel texted me today and asked if I wanted to go for training under YDC. And of course I said yes, and I'm happy I have Natazsha along too :) I will only be able to go for training after a-division 'cos right now my schedule is damn packed with hockey trainings and I'm sure there's more to come as the tournament draws closer. So, I'll be back for tchoukball every Friday, starting some time next month! :D
Haziq
Hey hey I really really don't know who you are, even when you said that you're the one who made my birthday a memorable one. The people who made it memorable were my dear friends and a guy which doesn't go by the name Haziq. So will you please tell me who you really are? If you don't want, then it's okay. Hope to hear from you soon, (whoever you are?)
--
Coach Mel texted me today and asked if I wanted to go for training under YDC. And of course I said yes, and I'm happy I have Natazsha along too :) I will only be able to go for training after a-division 'cos right now my schedule is damn packed with hockey trainings and I'm sure there's more to come as the tournament draws closer. So, I'll be back for tchoukball every Friday, starting some time next month! :D
They say we're young and we don't know
Sunday, April 12, 2009
I've just finished jamming with daddy and brother, learnt 4 new songs today, Lady Marmalade (the classic one, not the Sally's song ok), I Got You Babe -Ub40, I Love Rock N Roll by (don't know who but almost every singer has their own rendition but ours is ze best), Sharp-dressed Man -David Cook.
Performance in less than 3 months time, I will try to make sure that it'd be much much better than last year's or the year before, I'll rock this year's :) --
It's 8:07pm now and I want to study chemistry since tomorrow's the re-test for Mole Concept, omg I hope I'd do good this time round and at least get a PASS. If not, my head will sure be on the chopping board this time.
Me and Dian M won't be able to go for the morning hockey tomorrow because of the stupid dontgoalsonoloss MI mart talk. Fooh lucky there's hockey after school to back everything up!
PS/ My new Casio graphing calculator makes me feel smart bye bye
PPS/ Friends, tomorrow will be a better day I promise (:
PPPS/ Cheer up darling Raudah, you've got my back, call me if you need me, xx
Performance in less than 3 months time, I will try to make sure that it'd be much much better than last year's or the year before, I'll rock this year's :) --
It's 8:07pm now and I want to study chemistry since tomorrow's the re-test for Mole Concept, omg I hope I'd do good this time round and at least get a PASS. If not, my head will sure be on the chopping board this time.
Me and Dian M won't be able to go for the morning hockey tomorrow because of the stupid dontgoalsonoloss MI mart talk. Fooh lucky there's hockey after school to back everything up!
PS/ My new Casio graphing calculator makes me feel smart bye bye
PPS/ Friends, tomorrow will be a better day I promise (:
PPPS/ Cheer up darling Raudah, you've got my back, call me if you need me, xx
Sometimes a flower doesn't grow
Saturday, April 11, 2009
After hockey was supposed to meet up and spend the rest of the day with my 3 babygirls but the plan was ruined, I only managed to walk around town with Nora :(
I think it's growing more difficult now to arrange a well-proper day out with them now, everyone's busy with their own stuff. I'm not being sentimental I swear but isn't it already obvious that the thing we're most afraid of is happening slow..ly? Girls, stay (+)ve alright, hope to see you 3 monkeys soon.
My pet in fb is improving. Race after race. From 3rd position, to 1st position. My pet's name is so complicating I can't even remember her name myself how pathetic is that, you tell me!
Departure of youth
Friday, April 10, 2009
Sometimes being able to rewind and turn the hands of the clock again and again would be the only crazy thing in the world that I wish to do
Especially when everything does not seem to fall in place, when you think that the one and only person who said that they've got your back will never be there anymore.
Time is very slow. And you are not making it any faster.--
(1) Saturday morning = Hockey
(2) Saturday lunch = Hidayat
(3) Rest of Saturday = My 3 babygirls
