fall, fallin',

Another seventeen candles

Monday, March 30, 2009

LAST FRIDAY:

Natazsha's small birthday celebration turned out great, the spaghetti we cooked was "top notch" and so are the fried food! The candles were well lit (not), and the atmosphere was perfect. And oh ya, some other pictures of last Friday at school, too. The birthday pictures I promised!

After school, went to finish up my VA2 with the help of my darlings Diyana and Jannah. Nizar went to solat somewhere near the hall, then after packing up, I waited for him.

We went to Woodlands to have dinner (his treat), then train-ed to Ang Mo Kio to walk around. Waited for bus 162 straight home but 162M kept on appearing instead. Changed our minds and went back to the mrt station and train-ed to Bishan.

Thank you for the day Nizar :)
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Seventeen candles

Sunday, March 29, 2009

And happy belated 17th to my dear friend, Dominic Keith Nadaison!

Sorry I couldn't make it to your chalet, I still love you as much :) --

Thing you'll need to do:
1) Be a good boy
2) Go find a girlfriend
3) Stop making trouble
4) Keep rockin'.

Wish you were here

I reached home after midnight yesterday, and lazily threw myself on the bed. Thinking about the whole day over and over again, not getting tired of any little parts, smiling away at the slight movements in the dark theatre. Chips, a mix of gassy drinks and Nizar's company was all that I needed for that night.

Awang Belanga was worth my Saturday night. They were funny, professional and I enjoyed every second of their 2-hours performance! Songs were awesome :) And first time MI was infested with matsz.
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The hockey match in the morning was manageable. Although we lost to SAJC 1-0, we were considered quite good 'cos SAJC was supposed to be the champion or something for A Div girls' hockey. And congratulations to you Hidayat, and also the Sengkang sec boys for winning the North Zone B'division Soccer Championships. (:
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Okay I'm off to do my homework now and oh shit, I lost my VA2, sure going to die on Monday, yes yes tell me about it. Okay lah I won't die DIE, but I think I'd have to stand at the back of the class tomorrow. Lame yes I know, but teachers have the last say.

Cheers!

"Let's play a game of love. If I win, you're mine. Otherwise, I'm yours."

Friday, March 27, 2009

I am a damn happy kid today.

1) My classmates bought me/Srini/Maxin a birthday cake and sang for us bday song and all during break (photos will be uploaded as soon as Jann uploads them into her fb)
2) Right after, I realised that one whole week of wait was worth something
3) I got a date with Nizar tomorrow to catch Perbayu at 8pm
4) Tball was excellent, pictures were taken with the winning girls' team and the '08 boys' team
5) I can predict what's going to happen tonight

You might be saying, only 5 points, and I'm already happy?

Never thought it'd come my way. I love life right now, it gives me a very nice heartwarming feeling. Tomorrow is the seniors' hockey match against SAJC, all the way at Bukit Timah. And it will be a very early morning for me tmrw zomg but it's okay, anything for hockey (:

But you're so hot that I melted

Thursday, March 26, 2009

I think I did quite okay for my 2nd Physics test, but the 1st one, Mrs Kuek is krazy 'cos she only gave us 25 minutes to complete it and every question is like a problem sum, and the worst part was I wasn't sure of how to do like 45% of the worksheet.

But, practise makes perfect.

After school, I received a text from Dharnia darling, asking me to join her and her friend at the canteen 'cos they were waiting for Vienna and I was waiting for Vicknesh and Raudah. So we chilled and all, then Syazana joined us, followed by Dian M and Raudah. Vienna arrived a little after, and we were all making so much noise at the far end of the canteen. Like, all the bitches gather together to have some rocking fun. Poking the blue baby beans and stuff. I will kill you Dian M and Raudah, true bitches.

Then had dinner at Banquet with Vicknesh and Raudah, had my Hokkien Mee, laughed till dawn (ok tipu.) and train-ed home.

Now 'm waiting for someone to get online, but it doesn't seem like the person will anyways, so 'm going to shut down the computer and start studying for tmrw's math AP/GP test.

Hockey, or Tball? Wow. Tough decision to make. Don't want to let anyone down. Is that possible?

"Be a sweet girl and do me a favour, keep smiling."

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

It's exactly 8:11pm now.

I have yet to study for 2 Physics test tomorrow. One on Vectors, the other on 3 topics from O Levels. And my math summation homework. All not done.

But I'm tired, just came back from hockey. Lucky thing me and Dian M went to bathe in school before going home. Or else I'll still have to bathe and that'll like eat up my study time.

Gosh.
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EDITED.

It's 5:23am now. I'm awake, alive and kicking. 'm struggling to complete studying for my Vectors test. Life sucks.

HAHAHAHAHA I SOUND LIKE A SADISTIC SIAAAA.

PS: Boy, don't keep me waiting, can?

Who would've thought, what you said was true?

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

1) the most amazing feeling in the world?
2) expect nothing in return
3) realize it can be lost

It is much more than a risk,
but is a risk that I could've taken and grasped,
then fall into a dark abyss,
or preferably dig myself a hole and crawl back only when I've overcome my emotions.

All the times we had has been cramming up my mind and taking up all the spaces like the particles in a solid. Closely packed together in an orderly manner, not wasting any space. You've been taking up too much of my mind, so please, go away, live and let die.--

Mind me. I've just been thinking about dull facts these days, after looking at how happy
my friends are, how easy their lives are, I just can't help but think, why can't my life be like theirs? Or have I simply chosen the wrong path.

And it was not lust. Neither was it plain infatuation. It was just the horrible, pain-stacking, four-letter word.

Hear from you soon, xx

Monday, March 23, 2009

You know what bugs me most?

When I see them having the time of their lives, savouring what's there for them and not wasting any single bit.

The love they know that's there for them all this while, a fate waiting to be discovered, a love so huge you probably wouldn't not notice.

Now, tell me, was that what we had six months back?

Or was it just.. a well-known, heartbreaking crush?

Jump into my escapade.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Me and Dian M is hopefully going to volunteer for the Triathlon at Changi on 19th April for the sake of CIP Points. HAHAHA TELL ME ABOUT IT ;D

We were supposed to update our Chemistry blogs and then go to some of our classmates' blogs to comment on their posts. Here are some of the funny few who are (not insane) but are just in the holiday mood. I can't help but giggle at some of their comments.

#1:
JESSLYN'S POST:
Ohhhh..I've just realised my dates and time's so screwed up.And it's cool,because that meant that i woke up on 4.12a.m(previous post) just to post an entry.Now now,how hardworking am i?HAHA

SALAMUN'S COMMENT:
To put it shorts, If you're hardworking get ready to see Pigs fly during our next flag raising ceremony.

#2:
JESSLYN'S POST:
Ok..I know it's a bit far-fetched from what i'm studying now(SCIENCE STREAM) which was like a bit unrelated..But well,i can't get in mass communication in NgeeAnnPoly in the first place,not as if i don't want to ): Sad huh?!

But i believe,just believe that....Nothing's impossible!(yeah!good phrase to quote!thanks Nike!

SALAMUN'S COMMENT:
Good job. This blog is officially 80% crap 20% chemistry related-stuff.

Kensei says: Adidas' " Impossible is Nothing"
Nike's " Just do it".
You got both mottos mixed up, now its 85% crap 15% chemistry logic.

#3:
HAFIDZ'S POST:
studying the mole concept now.
extremely weak at this topic, will have to pay very close attention >.<.

the very 'concept' of moles just scares me. remembering the toughness of all the times iad to figure out where goes where comes back. today's lesson was very quiet. a little...too quiet. people were actually lost during the tutorial.

SI units again...not much to learn except those giga, mega etc. prefix indices. they never stick on my mind. in any case, i just gotta prepare for the real part of moles. cos it would be then that i would be really...lost.

AI'S COMMENT:
Hi,

Since we have to visit our friends blogs and comment(Theres even a big attachment file to it), ya so, Hafidz, you are my first victim of terror in a violent episode to complete this quest!! HAHAHA!(cough)

Ok, lets get down to business...According to your report(post) you are weak in this topic. Well, never fear, AI is here. Whenever in doubt, confused or plain "catch no ball", AI will help you on your way to greatness!! Basicly, just ask me if you feel like youve hit a dead end. You can also ask the chemistry specialist(ms Jee) if possible.

Good luck padawan, may the force be with you... haha
Bye Bye,AI

#4:
AI'S POST:
My Future Career!!Since June 1995, I have always wanted to be a pilot and surprisingly, till now, it never changed.Why I want to be a pilot? Well, mainly I like the idyllic sceneries you get when you fly at....10000feet.

SALAMUN'S COMMENT:
Grow up, be a pilot and crash at a particular important place, so jesslyn can make a story out of it. (Jesslyn wanted to be journalist but I think she changed her mind already. HAAHAHA)

#5:
TOWFIQ'S POST:
helllo everybody..this blog will truly swift off ur feet from the ground take u off the limit coz i am a different sort of a blogger unlike others who are so senti menti emokia. so basically my blog consists of both work and personal feelings..work in a sense is that its all about CHEM!

SRINI'S COMMENT:
hi we were supposed to post comments anyway i am one post higher than you i have 2 anyway see ya

Towfiq: So, what did you do during the holidays chump chump?

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Today was quite satisfying. Took the long train to expo with mummy, didn't get the shoes I wanted because all of them had no size left for my size 6 feet I hate you kiasuers who came ystd and grabbed all the size 6 YOU SUCK!

We went back to Bishan and mummy got me a pair of Nike shoes waszup?! Very pretty, grey and pink :)
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Not much to talk about anymore. Wish I could rant like the others do though. But I know I just can't simply spill everything out. I will not be a bitch. *grins widely

Flabergasted.

Friday, March 20, 2009

A day out with this little monster of mine was the best way out of any problem. I love you bitch!

Macro me.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

3 CHEERS AND 3 CHEERS AND 3 CHEERS FOR DIAN HIP HURRAY HIP HURRAY HIP HIP HURRAY. I finally watched Twilight on movie6.net and omg I love you Robert Pattinson like forever forever forever hehe your pale white skin is so foooh hot.

Already made plans with Dian M tomorrow to get my shin guard and her other hockey stuffs, then at night we'll both be off meeting our mummys haha such great daughters I know. Might also be going down to Bishan SMRT Sports Club tmrw and join the ntional girls to watch a match between the Taiwan Boys' national team and the Spore Boys.

Today I shall complete my last geography assignment, which requires me to research on the Himalayas and the African Rift Valley and do a write-up of 300 words, omg I just hope I won't doze off while doing the research (cos I know I'm so capable of doing that muahahaha)

Because I'm going to be out tomorrow and Saturday, I think it'd be best if I quickly revise and skim through my sec 4 chemistry textbook since I have the analysis test on Monday. Hope I'd do well enough to get >80%, because if I don't I'll have to take a similar test every other Mondays till I get >80 :(

I'm kissing St James goodbye tonight because I don't see a need to go there have fun when my girls are not even coming along. Underage parties can just come kiss my ass for making it the same day as Raudah & Cheryl's touch rugby match you suckkkkkz.

Okay off to the Himalayas now hope I'll learn something from it byebye ducklings.

"Itsy bitsy spider went up th.."

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Spent like the last few minutes trying the function BURST on my webcam and here's the failed attempts (there's more but aiya later my water face drop HAHAHA)

ATTEMPT #1:

ATTEMPT #2:

ATTEMPT #3: (I GAVE UP HAHA)

HAHAHA THIS WASN'T AN ATTEMPT IT'S JUST A RANDOM 5-SHOT HAHAHAHAHAHAHA JUST LOOK AT ME AND JESSLYN

OKAY THE LAST FEW ARE LIKE FAMILY PHOTOS BOOHOO NO FUN ANYMORE HAHA

HAHAHAHAH IM IN SCHOOL NOW TRYING TO COMPLETE MY ASSIGNMENTS AND GET DIYANA TO TEACH ME BUT OMGGGG I WANT TO HUG THE PERSON WHO INVENTED WEBCAMZZZZ HEHE IM SO BORED YAWNS.

I've completed my geography research. One down, one more to go wish me luck lovely ducklings