fall, fallin',

You tuck me in just like a child now

Friday, May 29, 2009

I know we haven't been in the happiest relationship ever since we got together. But think about it, you once told me that it'd grow. It grew and that's why we argued alot, because both our feelings are there, laid out in the hot sun just waiting to melt away just like in other relationships but no I'm tired of letting it go all the time. As much as you said you want to salvage this, salvage what we have, save it from the realms of life, all I have left to say is me too. If you have already stayed strong, stay stronger. I know we can make it through <3

PS/ I didn't count the stars again yesterday night, did you

We could leave this town

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Just like little pieces of puzzle, you're fitting in perfectly, every part of you, seeps into me like you're supposed to be there, like you're supposed to be right there.

I wakey-wakey in the morning, took a straight bus from home to B's house, since he wanted to talk things out and he wouldn't have time to come down my area 'cos of school. We finally had our long-awaited heart-to-heart talk, with my hands in his, everything seemed to heal. I'm giving myself time for I know that nothing needs to be rushed because he's got me and I've got him. And oh my isn't that just splendid.

I want to count the stars tonight, I've been missing out on 2 nights because of my poor anger management, I want to feel romantic again, B please sweep me off my feet again heh.

Hockey SRC tournament tomorrow at Padang, hope we'd do just fine and at least carry on to the next round or something. But if we don't it's okay it's our first time playing as a team and we'll do better the next tournament right girls ;) The next day, tchoukball tournament! Fighting for placing cup, excited 'cos it's our first time playing under YDC and although we've lost Jass (cipaban for most of you haha), we've got Billion and that just rocks.

Getting ready to go out at 6, meeting up with Nora & Ntzsha to Queensway to get their stuff, since I have nothing to do here. All shagged doing nothing. I need to get MC tomorrow, any takers? :)

Life on the edge of your Gucci heels

Sunday, May 24, 2009

I know he's living in hell every single day
And so I ask, oh God is there some way for me take his place?
And when they say it's all touch and go
I wish I could make it go away but still you say

Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary, rest your head
I'm permanent, I'm permanent
- David Cook

How do I get you alone

Saturday, May 23, 2009

eff see you kay day for me today, but I managed to pull through.

Letting time fly by with Rod & later on Aidil, we chilled at Braddell. Talked and laughed like "orang gila mane" and we planned to tell everyone that we went to hang around at IMH. Okay inside joke, I know you guys don't get it.

Jamming again tomorrow, but without Tini. Now, when the hell am I supposed to start studying for my Chemistry mock exam on Tuesday and my GP Promo1 Exam on Wednesday? Cb.

"Even though this might ruin you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn"

Let's Go Disco

Forever, I said, Forever.

It cannot wait, I'm yours

Early night for me today since B will be out till tomorrow morning, such a stubborn child I tell you.

Sheesha pictures will be up tomorrow I just think this picture Nurul took is cool.

It's close to 1am now, I think I'd better hit the bed. Jamming tomorrow, can't wait.

Nights.

PS/ I love you 3 munkees, better stay this tight in the years to come! :)
PPS/ Baby Raudah, cheer up k, don't let anything bring you down. xx

You Found Me -The Fray

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Today I woke up and enjoyed 4 missed calls displayed on my hp screen.

D: Why'd you called me yesterday night? You couldn't sleep is it?
F: Nah, just wanted to tell you that I miss you.

And I spent the rest of the time in Math class grinning to myself, despite the fcking difficult test on Mathematical Induction & Binomial. Suck uh.

There's no hockey tomorrow and that sucks because I want training I want training I want training! But no worries, there's still tball training tomorrow and I'm sure that'll make my day a hundred percent :)

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Yesterday MI students were given a "day off" from school because of our hard work and effort put in on Saturday's carnival. Mummy took urgent leave when she really had no mood to go to work since I have no school and she's just plain jealous (hehehe see see she's just like me!) and brought me to Zam-zam restaurant and we had our murtabaks yummy.

After that I went for club training and it was great, I love tball I love tball I love tball so much I have little or no love left for my boyfriend hehe. Today I feel sinful for sleeping in GP class, for "texting my ass away" (as quoted by Ashvin) in Geog class, and for signing out of school halfway through the day claiming I was sick and feeling unwell. Haha tell me I'm full of bullshit. I'll be a warrior next year, Aaron said.

Chemistry tuition in half an hour's time, GP exam is next wednesday, a little bit of everything is already enough to kill me slowly softly gently.

Boyf, I'm sorry for not telling you earlier
Thought it was irrelevant for you to know
And it's the past.
Which I want to throw away, badly. Ly

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Miss
That's what I feel towards you now.
Wow, you really feel like a million miles away

MI Official Opening

Saturday, May 16, 2009

At West Mall Bryan told me that our games stall hit $1095 and we earned more than what we aimed for, which was supposedly 1K. I'm not sure if he's just joking around about the amount we earned but if it's true, I'd like to thank all those in my group for putting in (even if it's a bit) effort. Meeting up during the weekends to complete the targetboard, polishing up the banner painting, shopping for prizes, I thank all of you who made this a success. Although I went missing after my particular group of friends arrived. -.-

Today is quite a good day for me, except the latter part, I had fun with everyone, had 50cents tattoo k lame, I hit Raudah's leg with a stick damn hard while being blindfolded, I les-ed with Dian M and Syaz as usual, I boasted to Nora & Ntzsha about my school ____, my heart beat damn fast while watching the last performance which was like WOW.

He sulked a lot today. I had to tell him everything's okay.

Part II

Friday, May 15, 2009

Phi rocks because he helped me with my Ben10 game on WJ's psp. :)
But he sucks because he tried to prank me on Msn!

Where we can be alone

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

I hate this feeling I swear I hate this feeling

I never thought that stepping up a level higher with you would make me feel this different, this fragile, I don't want to be hurt but at the same time I want to try to love you as much as you love me.

Little did I knew it was this difficult this hard to manage this complicating to control, I like you I like you so very much but I just don't know how to show.

You're a smooth talker and that's the best thing any guy can have. Everything about you pulls me in.

Fiqqy, I've decided that you are my life, right now, starting right now, and nobody can take that away from me. Ly.

On the other hand, my MI carnival project is going to be completed soon enough, just need to make a little more amendments here and there, and I'm done with my leadership duties. I saw Wani yesterday at Causeway Point and it was kind of funny 'cos of the fact that I can recognize her and she can recognize me it's kind of nice to say hi. Do tag me Wani! I've been roaming around for your blog heh!

Tball tournament and hockey tournament falls on the same day, what a draaaggg. Lucky thing, tball tournament is on both 30th and 31st, so I can come play on the 31st. Yesterday's training was nice, after so long my hands experienced a series of blue-black but I love it. We've sent a team from YDC and I hope we'd do well for our first tournament together as a new team under YDC. :D

Today I gave school a miss because I couldn't wake up in the morning and I totally ignored my alarm clock which was obviously being a total bitch altogether. It's 3:01pm now and this is my idyllic routine when I skip school. I wake up late, I switch on the computer and spend time on it, then I'll start to complete my assignments. Speaking of which, 2 math tests this week, I'd better get on it!

You're my darling, angel

Sunday, May 10, 2009

There's a piece of you that's here with me,
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by,
I can make believe that you're here tonight

Sound check yesterday was good, Tini was awesome although she forgot to bring her printed lyrics along, helped her through some easy songs, might be a jamming session with her in another 2 weeks' time and I must get myself ready!

I believe there's no school tomorrow, but Fiqqy & my brother said there is, oh or is it just because their school is different or are they like friends behind my back and trying to mess me up I don't know haha.

Tchoukball training tmrw morning, don't know if I should go. After that maybe project and yeah, definitely not at my house 'cos mummy will be working and there'll be no promised cheese pasta :( Sorry classmates but we can still have it in pastamania, correct?

The MI carnival is drawing near and I'm damn excited, what if it doesn't work out? What if our games are not appealing enough? That would sure suck and dampen our moods but I know this is a chance to prove myself as a leader (cough cough first time ahh people), and this is just one of the thousand ways to bond 09S2, not that it is not bonded enough, how tight you want it to be dey?

Ystd at midnight, I present a very fresh rose to mummy and kissed her on the cheek. :) The rost might be a little bit expensive even after sharing $$ with brother, but looking at her reaction pays it all off. I love you mummy!

> to you, I'm sorry 'bout ystd I don't know why I keep on doing it, tonight will be perfect, I promise. :D

Saturday, May 9, 2009

School has been great, although Physics is sucking my blood, just because last few weeks I've been missing out on double periods because of hockey does not, I REPEAT, DOES NOT mean I have to suck at these topics. Forces rock during secondary school and it has to continue rocking now! Haha.

After school has been well too, more than great, I must say. With last-minute dinner with the most cheerful person around, I think that, itself, gives more than a reason to be happy like before.

Happy happy happy that's how I am now I can't wait for Monday, Monday please come faster I don't know how you can, but I'll suggest one thing, maybe take a hot air balloon here oh wait I think that's just too slow and pretty ooh heck just take a bullet train alright?

Get me a passport to Heaven, I'd love that. :)

Nothing else

Thursday, May 7, 2009

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO SHEQAL LIM! :D

Balloon + hug package coming up tomorrw!

Gold for 2.4/ standing broad jump/ sit-up/ shuttle run, hope next week's inclined pull-up and sit-reach (fuck!!) won't get the best of me.

I don't feel like updating my blog these few days because I feel like being a stubborn bitch for a while, please tolerate me I know you are all nice people :)

Something just crossed my mind. I'm home damn early today and there's hockey & tchoukball trainings tomorrow!

Ultimate

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

There is nothing more to life than having friends around you, knowing they're the ones who'll stay forever, they're the ones who'll really be there when you need them. Even fresh, pending, new ones :)

Tomorrow, as usual, equates to hockey. It'll be fun all over again, plus some seriousness too.

I love Math I am like rejoicing Binomial Expansion hehehe.

4 things I miss

Sunday, May 3, 2009

I miss life when it's all about going out and not looking at the time (what time am I supposed to be home what time am I supposed to be asleep?) I miss life when it's carefree, when it's all about the three monkeys I miss life when it's allergic to love and that way it'd never bound to get hurt

I miss life when it's all about partying and nothing apart from having fun

edited/

I've put in much thinking before editing this very post of mine. Before this, I had no idea how irritating one could get. How far a person is willing to go just to prove themselves worthy. Hey, if you're reading this, please note that I'm sick and tired of what you're trying to do. Maybe it might not include me, but tons of my friends are trying to tell me that you're up to no good, right from the starting of our friendship.

I didn't believe them, because I chose to believe you, and now it shows, and now I know who I should've trusted, now it shows when I turn to those who had advised me earlier on I turn to them for help and newfound trust.

Please stop making things any difficult, I don't want to walk around school feeling all drained out I don't want to feel like a "cheap must-have toy as quoted by shaqhil" I don't want to anymore but you're not helping me.

So go away, save yourself all this shit, because I'm done with mine. Good luck for your Anugerah stuff, people might be rooting for you and a lot of publicity will be thrown right at your face so remember, save yourself from all this before shit happens.

Goodnight.

Hot, not

Saturday, May 2, 2009

V: Kepala... Don't so bad lah. You're not so mean right? Still got heart. :)
D: Yes, yes. I still have one. :)
V: But if you want I can lend you half of mine. Mine very big :)
D: Lend me what?
V: Hahaha, lend you my heart lah.
D: Oh okay! You want lend me? GIVE uh.
V: Ok wait, lemme shift all the girls to one side, don't want you to turn les. :)
D: Oi! How many girls have you given your heart to la!

For when life is short, enjoy the music, enjoy the beats, learn the dance moves, spread the heat.
I'd like to thank those who've been a great company for me through these past few weeks, and I'd like to discard those who've been nothing but a pack of silly smelly frogs, and I'd like to scribble words like "too bad" for those who think they've got it all wrong (that includes you, classmate)

My saturday is going to be filled with notes and worksheets, thank God there's such a thing as appearing offline. I love my Andi Aziz today because he agreed to buy me oreo ice blend 5 seconds after saying he won't waste his money on me heh such a sweety pie.

Flabergasted Part II

FAR EAST, ESPLANADE, BABY "I", SHEESHA, J8 MACS
I LOVE YOU RAUDAAAH I STILL PREFER YOU THAN FERRERO ROCHER :)