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well for all it's worth,

SAVE YOURSELF
SAVE YOUR MOMENTS.
Sunday, July 26, 2009

MOVED TO LIVEJOURNAL, ONLY COMING BACK HERE ONCE IN A WHILE! :)


summer fling don't mean a thing
Saturday, July 25, 2009



dear virus, are you happy now?

Today is Saturday. The first Saturday in which you can find me at home after so long.
Whoop whoop tomorrow is sunday! and it's going to be the last day I'm stuck in my room. I hope monday will be a schoolday for me.

Now it's daddy's turn to fall ill, H1N1 is a dick. It gets me worried everytime I see him coughing so hard and all but he always finds excuses to smoke and drink ice water.

I've been filling my room with my music which were my favourites way back when I was still a kid. Backstreet Boys, Blue, Westlife, S Club 7, oh and my personal fav Spice Girls. What's playing now on iTunes is Summer Nights by John Travolta and Olivia Newton-John.

to dom, hi baby heh heh please get well soon drink lots of water and oh ya I have 1 tamiflu capsule left, you want it? hahahahaha


Your workload
Friday, July 24, 2009

I wish we could still be close friends. I wish I could still talk to you and share with you every little thing that happened today, and yesterday and 2 days before.

I've been having lonely nights, yes without you. What would I do without you? You're like the second closest thing to happiness. I only have you right now. And truth is, I have so many to share, because you've been gone for 2 days. 2 days was all it takes.

I wish nothing horrible like yesterday night happened. I miss you.

But guess what, I just became a fan of a group on facebook, it's called "Life Does Not Rewind".


All I needed was a call, that never came
Thursday, July 23, 2009


Just finished talking to Vicknesh on the phone! Thank you all for being there for me everynight, w/o fail, with all of your texts, short goodnight calls, and to mummy: your everynightwithoutfail kisses.

I've been better, although I must admit that this has been my slowest recovery from an illness so far, but I'm glad I've made it through

Dharnia, Vienna, hope you two are doing better too ♥

Life at home (okay maybe not at home LIFE IN MY ROOM), is boring. I can't wait till next week when I can enjoy the long train ride to school with Raudah & Vicknesh, can't wait to have my long-awaited lunch with Sheqal, can't wait to start mugging like a stupid cow for Promo 2, basically I just can't wait to breathe in fresh air.

Had enough of looking through RHD photos through schoolmates' photo albums on fb, it hurts yeah it hurts damn deep to not be able to attend our very first MI RHD celebration as '09 cohort altogether. Nevertheless, hope you people had fun!

Chem teacher is already sending me e-mails asking me to download stuff on Gaseous State. How excruciatinnnnnggggg


Swag it up
Wednesday, July 22, 2009



Domo says:
if you die, i think i'll take the lift to the highest floor, then go skydiving with no parachute

Yknw, when things get worse and you think that nobody's there for you anymore like how they have been all this while, I can count on you, to make it all go away faster

You're like this magic wand I've been looking for, only better

Thank you for coming over yesterday, and not minding if you'll catch the bug, but for now we'll just have to wait.


CAN YOU BELIEVE
Tuesday, July 21, 2009

IT'S SO FUCKING DIFFICULT TO BELIEVE THAT I'M DOWN WITH H1N1 WHEN I ALWAYS THOUGHT THE CHANCES ARE SLIM.

THIS SUCKS, MY THROAT HURTS, MY COUGH AND FLU AND FEVER IS GETTING WORSE.

OH AND HAVE I TOLD YOU, THAT I HATE PILLS. I HAAAAATE PILLS! AND MY DOCTOR PRESCRIBED 4 DIFFERENT TYPES, 4 TIMES A DAY. 2 PILLS EACH. CHEEBAAAAAIZZZZZ


Boom boom powww
Sunday, July 19, 2009

Been online with Zai since 1pm and we're going crazzzzyxzxz

trying to do \m/ okay maybe his one is nicer than mine, he said mine looks like hair tsk



But this one I win! Mine is super cute (x infinity!)



He's still trying! hahaha okay major improvement!



Okay back to GP project again, bye people!


(♥) with all my heart
Saturday, July 18, 2009



Went all the way to city hall to meet my darling Dharnia for just a mere 1 1/2 hour then she had to go off for some church thingy. But still, quality time spent, with much love in consideration. I love you dharnia dave

Then went on to meet up with Nora & Wk, went to Marina Sq's Burger King for (supposedly) lunch, but I decided to do my GP project first. After satisfying myself with the word-filled screen, I started searching for my wallet.

(glances at the time)
D: Oh fuck it's 4:05, no more mcvalue lunch this sucks

So we headed on to kfc instead. Wow I've had kfc in two days now, fauzy told me that kfc makes me fat but whadafurg who cares me is already growing fatter, another 2-piece meal wouldn't make a difference!

Walked to Esp and went to chill at the 'lepak-ing' corner, as quoted by Wk. nonsense!

(more pictures on multiply)








"Sometimes love comes around
and it knocks you down
Just get back up when it knocks you down
When it knocks you down"


Here to stay
Friday, July 17, 2009

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I wish to judge you but I'm just not that type of person who does that

And aftr everything's done, I don't really fancy the idea of having your friends to stare at me all the time

They stare and that's surely enough to keep me (annoyed?) for the rest of the day in school!

Tmrw might be gng out with Jihan to start on our GP Project, we're researching on MJ. I'm listening to all his songs right now, after minutes of racking dad's old cd cases.

Training was good although I screamed thrice because I missed the frame idk why I wasn't really focused on training just now. :( kfc with ntzsha was all it takes to relieve my stress heh

Btw good news, I have (at least) a sub-pass for GP I've improved so much, usually my average score is 18 but now it's high high higher! heh and I passed malay too. It felt good to finally pass something!

If sorry doesn't cut it, then I guess it really is over


is it you
Wednesday, July 15, 2009

One thing, I love about you

is how you make me feel
how you turn things around
and bring me back to square one, where evrythng else is perfect. just perfect

friday. friday.
And yes, nothing will stand in our way again.


you deserve nothing better than this
Monday, July 13, 2009

I'm not going to let that big fat fucking bastard to come ruin everything

Have I ever disturbed your life? Have I ever talked bad about you to anyone? No, but since secondary school you have been doing this to me and I've let you off too easily.

Look where we are now, bitch. We're in different schools and we don't give a shit about each other anymore, so why are you still talking about me?

It's been 2 years already now and you still don't believe that I'm still a virgin? What the hell is wrong with you dumbwit?

So now you can like stop talking shits about me and my friends and I won't come kill you tonight. fuck off



No matter how it starts, it ends the same
Sunday, July 12, 2009

Went for a wedding reception earlier on with mummy at cck, it was the most prettiest setting I've ever seen I tell you. I felt like just walking up the pelamin and just kicking the bride away from her seat (and maybe the groom too since he's not that good-looking) Bitch is the only word you readers are thinking about now right right right! I was just joking, of course I would have never done that!

h a h a h a h a

Tomorrow school officially re-opens for Millennians. And what does that mean for me? I hope nothing but less of late-coming, sleeping in class, skipping lessons.

I'm through with that, I want to make sure I excel by the end of 3 years. Wah my mojo is out of control (although I knw I flunked all my subjects for promos) but I'll do better! I'll make it through :>


Awesomest
Saturday, July 11, 2009



Turned out that Dian M couldn't make it for today's gig. So headed to Raw & Roar @ FAD Studios with Raudah & Gee. Then aftr that, went off to meet up with the soccer boys Phi Vicknesh Selwyn then Zai? at Somerset. I didn't get to go to the flea market today! I'm very upset yes but that's okay I guess 'cos I can now keep and save the $50 my brother gave to me.






Boring post I know. I'm just confused. Again


fly, fly away
Friday, July 10, 2009












Evrythng's on standstill.
Hve I said the wrng thngs?
And made it worse for myself



(I nvr wanna see you unhppy)

,

when you said you meant it, I wanna knw, how many girls have you said that to? and I wanna count, how many times you hurt 'em, and see if they ever wanted to play revenge. how big is your heart and how deep are the wounds? what happened.

I do not want to be one of them you see
so I'm treating you a little less differently.


Work 'em boy
Thursday, July 9, 2009

Pictures of yesterday's outing to Sentosa are already out on my brand-new shing shang sheng (*makes sound effects) CUPIDTRUCK.multiply! check it out check it out yo










TODAY :)



Today I met up with Dominic and I was zomg, 1hr plus late! He wasn't angry at all, he was laughing over the phone somemore. Silly. Headed to Bugis and caught The Haunting in Connecticut. I was the only one screaming like a swine despite the other girls in the cinema. Then went back to Bishan and met up with Ntzsha/Nora/Saras and chilled at 187.

Tmrw will be my long-awaited lunch date with Aubrey before we head off for our respective trainings. It has been, idk, months since I saw him?

"And I meant every word I said to you. I like you. I doubt you'll ever like me back but oh well. I hve to meet you agn soon"



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