Highlight of today:
Watched home videos of us when I was like 4 years old, brother was 6, daddy still handsome and buff and mummy still sexy with pretty permed hair and spaghetti stripes. Family vacations to Ria Bintan, Genting Highlands, Bali; only the 4 of us. Now, daddy's always missing out on vacations 'cos of his work. How different. Nobody to kick sand at me when I'm building my neverclosetoperfect sandcastles on the sands of Bintan beach. tsk
Blogshoped like mad today. I am so going shopping after exams and I'm so getting a new slr from daddy. Meantime he took out his ancient camera and letting me use it how cool is that! He's just having a little trouble finding for the charger and the memory stick. Why on Earth he took it out in the first place, I do not knowww
to you,
I've never been in a situation like this, but yeah I don't think I'm ready for anything just yet. I can't open up my heart right now because I know it's not the right time. I've tried, but as you know I've just recovered from a heartache and it's not about the fact that I trust you or not, but it's just that I'm not ready to be let down again. Not this time.
I just want to say that I'm sorry if I gave you false hopes, I never meant it. I'm sorry if 'retreating from my life' is hurting you, but we could still be friends?
Friends.
