fall, fallin',

S: ..you don't know how I feel. It's exactly the same as what you feel when you look at him in the canteen, even if its just for a quick glance, you know something is happening right there, you know right then that what you thought you felt for him all this while was true. You're shocked, you're confused, but you still tell your friends that you'll be alright, that you'd find your way out soon enough. He has control over you and that was what I felt..

D: He looks better, that's what I noticed. Nothing more than that. I promise. Nothing more.--

There is no school for me tomorrow because I'm going back to my secondary school to represent MI and sell away tickets. I'm not sure how long, but Jolina said that once we're done, we can go off. But I still have hockey anyway so I'll still have to go back to school no matter what and that sucks I know. I'm lagging in chemistry now, I missed 2 periods yesterday because of the hockey match and I'm going to miss another 2 tomorrow I think (?) I can't read my timetable 'cos some parts of the jigsaw puzzle are missing life sucks at this point of time and I can't find the reason behind it :(

I feel like grabbing a few wooden pencils and just scribble down names of those I wish to kill if I were to be given the last 5 minutes on Earth oh or maybe I'd hijack a plane and do myself a favour by flying to Pluto and just lie down on my back and think of the 5 top happiest moments of my life, hah no doubt you'd be one of the 5.