A_____y,

I never thought you were so desperate, I thought we could just be friends.
When things didn't worked out the way we wanted it to be last time.
And then you found another, but I didn't kicked up a big fuss, did I?
So why on Earth must you be so sarcastic towards me just now?
I hate you already.


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Off to National library with Hidayat just now for some revision :)
And let me tell you something boy, I really can't study when something beautiful is sitting right there in front of me.


"DIAAAAAAN! KEMAS BILIKKKKKKK! BESOK DA RAYE!" Mum says.

There will be Tchoukball tournament this Saturday, and I'm looking forward to it.
I hope we'd perform well and hopefully get those prize moneyxxzz!

Okay, tomorrow is our Graduation Ceremony, so I really have to find my school tie!
That's bad news because finding something in my room is like finding a needle in a haystack.
I better start my hunt now, hahaha!

Hey you,
It was great to hear that for the first time :)

I go around people's blog and I noticed this really popular phrase:
MY BLOG, MY SAY
So I really think I want to apply that for this post because I feel really fucked-up!!!

It is 5:03pm now and my stomach is still killing me!
And I hate the bloody bus for being so bloody late on the bloody wrong day!
Yes, this especially goes to bus drivers of 410, 162 and 52!'
I hate you!


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Ok, I feel better now.

I wisssssh I had the time machine, just so I could turn back the time to 1700 hours yesterday and start everything all over again :)

Yes, I'm right, yesterday WAS a blast, although I was 30 minutes late!
I reached Bishan and then we walked around Bishan Junction 8 because it was a year since he visited Bishan.
I showed him everything I wanted (yes, from Adidas, to City Chain, to Billabong) which my Mum refuse to buy for me, hahaha!

At night, he sent me home, and guess what?
I didn't even said thank you because when I reached home, my mum took my handphone and asked me to tidy up my tornado-hit room.
So, I'm going to text him later to say whatever I needed to say :)

Although yesterday was effing tiring, I'm still going to have tuition later on and then after tuition, I have to head to Far East Plaza to break fast with my cousins.
It's going to be a long day!

No pictures uploaded yet, I'll post them if they're ready!

Today was a boring day.
Maybe because Nora didn't come today :(
And I was alone for peeeeeeriods.
Lucky I had someone to accompany me, heheheheheh, shh! :)

Anyway, we had chemistry practical again just now, and it was like ldsukfcmgjsdkz.
The only practical I passed was my Science Prelim, which also had me having second thoughts.
I really thought that the markers had some sudden eye problem while marking my paper, I found it really hard to believe that I actually passed!
But just now's practical, it was just like those times before Prelims.
It was back to kldshjfnaxkuz, hahaha!

Anyway, I feel like giving up on my art.
I'm lagging behind so much, I've lost all the faith I had a few months back.
I really think I've put in too much time for art (yes, in terms of play-time AND work-time).

I really caaaaaaaan't wait for tmrw, I know it'll be a blast, I just know it.
Don't get lost tomorrow okay ding?

I hate misunderstandings.
So I'm sorry too, for thinking otherwise.
Now I know that your intention is good.
Thank you for placing my feelings into consideration. :)

Anyway, today is going to be a long day!
After school, I'm going to try my best to finish up my art (which also means sit far, far away from Natazsha, the number 1 distraction), just so that I won't worry about it when I'm out tomorrow.

We haven't get back all the results for prelim yet, but I'm very satisfied with my Math & Science scores! :D
Mum knows I can do much better for Olvl, just that I have to have faith in myself.
Well, for that part, I'm going to take some time, haha!


dinggggg, I can't wait for Friday.
:)

Firrrrrrstly,
I'm not surprised that you actually know the way to my blog.
It was stupid of me to display it on my Friendster profile.
But to think of it again, I'm not going to do anything about it.
I'm not going to change my URL, I'm not going to feel threatened just because you wrote about me in your blog.
And neither am I going to stop penning down what I feel for him.

I'll try to save myself from the situation that you're in, now.
And anyway, I don't think that he is "toying" with my feelings.
No offence, but if he really is doing that to me, let me taste the pain, let me find my own medicine.
If there is something else you want to write in your blog, feel free.
Just that, I think it's better for you to tell him yourself.
Because none of your problems will be solved and furthermore, you are currently affecting what I'm feeling for him.

By the way, I don't see you as any form of threat.

Bye.

The first time I looked through your photos, I know that you're gonna be different.
There'll be something about you that I will like, it'll be something that you do that makes me think of you all the time.

I know it.
When I get your text messages in class.
When you talk to me online.
When I look at a certain part of your profile.
Some part of me, knows this is true.
You're different.
I know it.

I pray real hard that this time, it will work out.
That you won't be like the rest.
Because boy, you know how I feel, even in a short period of time.

You know that I smile at everything that's related to you.
And I can't stop myself from getting to know you so much better :)

Spent the day with bestfr Syukri! :)


Went from vivo to bugis, then to haji lane.
And in the end, he bought his friend a cup as her birthday present.

THREE DESTINATIONS!! SYUKRIIIIIIII! I FEEL LIKE KILLING YOU!

Hahahahaha, but I really enjoyed the day with you!
Okay off to sleep now, all the way to break fast time.
HAHAHAHA! :D