Yesterday, there was a thin mirror standing in our way.
You cried, but I just talked through.
Change, okay?

Tears have really been welling up.
But still, I had to continue my days.
I have to do better than this.

Yesterday after Physics paper, went to have lunch with Sunshine at Macs.
Then, he followed me to Watson's to look at eyeliners.
Can you believe that? Hahahaha
Sunshine kept on playing with the powder -.-
Then, we went to Adidas, and I showed him the slipper I want.
He liked it too, then he pointed out to another slipper for me, which he thinks is nicer.
Hahahaha ye la Sunshine, that's 10 bucks more, where to dig out money!

Later on, going to school for Teacher's Day & then the FunD Walk thingy.
Then, the plan is to go home straight after sch, bathe, and meet up at Thomson!
We're eating at Icekimo today, and I'm excited! :)
Then at night, going Baybeats.
Hehehehehehe I can't wait to spend the day with my girlfs!

Bye-bye

Tomorrow.
In another 13hrs & 45minutes, I'll get to see you again.


It's just the third day and I'm starting to feel the loneliness.
I don't look forward to another day anymore.
Yet, I'm still eager to wake up every morning, to cancel off the tiny box in my calendar...


Today had Prelim Math Paper 1.
It was quite difficult, but what else could I expect?
After school, went to AMK Library with Syukri to study Phy/Chem!
Heheheheheheheheh
Then we read this cook book.
And found out that there's such a dish called "Babi Guling" & "Killer Prawns"?
We laughed out our guts on that! Hahaha
Anyway, I shall go offline soon and study Physics again, just in case! :D


I don't know if this is right.
I refuse to remind myself how long more I'd have to be patient,
'Cos I know it'd feel like an eternity

"Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars- points of light and reason...And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."

Gather up all the courage in you.
I'm coming to visit you tomorrow.

Thanks uh Izzat.
I've grown so attached to 'Twilight'.
And now, 'New Moon'.
Greaaaaaaaat, what's next?
Hahahaha

Hmm.
Nothing much to say.
Just that days have been passing by without much of a difference.
Okay, maybe a slight difference.
Or a huge one.
Wait, let me decide.


Huh, forget it.
I think I shall blog more often.
And I'll leave a smile, too.
Like this one, :)


:)

Everything is falling in place now
I'm supposed to feel happy, I'm supposed to feel relieved of the pain I've been keeping in me all this time...


But why is it so, that I don't really feel free now?
One day left.
And I'm going to have my life back.
I should be feeling excited, but why am I not?
I guess the 16 months had really meant something to me, one way or another.

I know I'm going to miss you.
Miss you a hell lot.
No matter how irritating you get most of the time,
I think I can finally gather all the courage in me to actually say that you are someone to me.
And yes, not just 'someone'.
I'm feel very pitiful towards myself for saying this, but I really think I can't hide this.


2 years is a hell of a long time to wait.
And I don't think I can, anyway.
So, maybe I should really stop myself.
Rather, stop myself from feeling what I should.


2 years.
It's going to be a torture.
But I know, I know I'll be okay...


In addition, much better without you.

Yes I know, I know it has been a while since I updated!
But lately my days have been so filled up and my schedule's so hectic.
So there's hardly any time to update here :(


Anyway, my art's going smoothly as planned!
I've finally started my painting!
And I can't deny that it is one bloody difficult thing to do!
Buttttttttttttttt I'm really trying, haha.


There had been alot of hot happenings in the past few weeks,
but it'd prolly take me forever to write.



Soooooooooo
...
I'll just update on what's coming up next!


Tmrw not attending school as I have a medical check-up at 11am,
(a reasonable reason not to attend a multi double-period day)!
Then maybe heading to Kampong Glam to get some cloth for Hari Raya.
And Mama promised to follow me to Bugis St after that!
I'm sure I'll find something nice tomorrow :)

Thursday I'm back to school as usual.
Only that after school, we having training at Kallang from 5-7.
With Natazsha, Saras & Diana.
AFTER VERY LONG. OH HOW I MISS TCHOUKBALL. :D

Saturday having Open Tchoukball Tournament!
4 of us gonna play for the National Team, I really hope I'd perform well.
And not have butterfingers, 'cos I tend to have them when I'm nervous.
But to think of it, it's a little bit scary as the tournament is OPEN,
which means that all ages are welcome to participate.
I will not be surprised if I'm a billion times smaller than my opponents.
But it's okay, I'll try not to let them step on me.
Hahahahahahaha


Btw, Izzat lent me a really thick storybook titled 'Twilight'
He said it's really goooooooood
So I'm off to read it now :)



One last joke to end this long post,
WHY DID THE CLOWN VISIT THE DOCTOR?






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Because he was feeling a little bit funny (hahaha)